A friend last week said, “Paradise can only last for so long.” Someone else said, “Why do you want to move away from your friends?” My therapist said, “The island will be crowded” and “There are few public beaches in Hawaii.” I did some research and found that all the beaches are public! That is state law, even though some hotels will try to tell you otherwise. I am not seeing her anymore! She couldn’t say anything positive about my move to Hawaii. I don’t want to hear any more negative talk about this! I am sick of hearing it!
Yesterday morning I woke up screaming at my now dead mother, “Get away from me!” In the dream, I was afraid she was going to take my money. I was holding large dollar bills, trying to hide them from her. I did just accept my student loans for the school year. And yes, when I was an adult and had some babysitting jobs, before I moved away, I did hide the money I earned from her. I never had any privacy! That was my money that I earned!
I am much older now. I have the power to create the paradise I deserve, wherever in the world that is.